The Calm Before the Storm

"Am I ready?" is definitely a question that constantly ran through my head as I pondered the possibility of moving away from home to attend university. Am I ready to leave my home, family, and friends? Will I stay true to my faith and not waver? How will I adjust? Will I make any friends? Over and over again these thoughts would throw me into a sea of anxiety and stress. I would constantly vent my anger and frustration on the fact that I didn't have immediate answers. As the chaotic storm of uneasiness continued to torment me, I finally threw my hands in the air in irritation and handed it to Christ. "Take it from me!" I said, "I am exhausted and can't take it anymore!" Slowly, but surely, I came to realize that I had accepted the thought of going away to school. I became more at peace with the idea, and thought that "surely this is where God wants me right now". Of course, I didn't have some sudden sense of peace after begging God to take this cross from me. It took time and lots of it was spent in thoughtful prayer and meditation. The rosary was and is definitely a huge help in fighting off my stress when thinking of the "unknown".  Also, don't forget the Eucharist! Having the great opportunity to receive Christ is a true blessing! Receiving or even just spending time with Him in Adoration can be a great source of peace of mind and body.
So don't worry! If you are having these thoughts as you prepare for your new journey, don't be anxious! It's perfectly normal to have these thoughts when experiencing something new! It is a huge step in your life, but you will definitely do great! And if you have any fear that it will not go well, pray to Christ and His Mother that they may give you courage! For all things are in His Hands and He will not let you fall!